A Prayer
To execute by character.
To judge by mind.
To punish by soul.
To die by body.
To be forgiven by Lord.
Everybody Is Alright?
It's a good feeling to know that everybody is alright.
But I am not alright.
But everybody seems to be alright.
I am not alright.
Everybody is right but I am not right.
Strangely.
It seems to be a problem.
It seems to be a problematical problem.
Well, all right, it IS a problem.
But it's only my problem, right?
Don't Weep
Not enough, not enough…
Come down and be here
My favourable, my admirable.
I have to cry.
I'm crying.
Quietly and painful.
Not enough, not enough…
My face is wet.
The rain is weeping.
Don't weep.
Please…
I Am Down
My heart…
My blood…
Is running.
Is running down,
and down.
And I am down,
and down.
I am down.
I Am Exhausted
I am exhausted.
I am not able to handle.
I am despaired
From me, from you, from those things
Going on and reigning this world.
2.
I am exhausted.
I am rubbed against the wall.
I am raped
By me, by you, by those things
Going on and not stopping to do their job.
I Am Full
I am full of them and other silly things.
I am full.
I Feel
And old,
And unsatisfied.
I Should
Shouldn't I die
Anyhow and anywhere
But now.
I'm surrounded.
I'm disappointed.
I'm already.
My existence is
To be ready.
To fall down.
To lie below.
With a stomach full of sorrow.
I prithee.
Back
Back into the death to be born again and again.
I'd Like To Die In Your Hands
I'd Like you to die in my hands.
I'd Like to possess your body.
My body has a desire for to be possessed and exploited by you.
Love is an addiction.
Love wants to be cooked in a pan and eaten by a gang of monsters.
Roasted Bread
Feeling the pain of the burning skin.
Looking out like roasted bread.
Burning until nothing left.
I Like
And your naked body strained on the blanket.
Stretching my hands to your flesh
And love and enjoy and possess and love.
The Request
Let me kiss your hair.
Let me kiss your lips.
Let me.
My God
Which pretends to be mine.
I'll debauch him.
Come out, my Devil
Which is my God at the same time.
I am yours.
My Star
You are far away from me.
You are cold.
You are my star and only mine.
O.K.
Every day
O.K.
It's O.K.
The Putrefaction
Enjoy the melody of putrefaction.
Stay standing before the altar of Devil.
This is the sequence of your death.
Running
I am walking.
I am jogging.
I am running away.
Simply Big
Big boobs.
Big business.
Only I am small.
Some Joy
I need some joy.
Have you got some joy for me?
Please, do me a favour:
Bring me some joy.
Bring me something like joy.
Would you like to do it for me?
Oh! Here it is!
Thank you very much for your partnership.
2.
Oh, yes, I'm enjoying myself.
Thank you very much.
It's very nice of you.
Somebody Is Doing
Somebody is screaming.
Somebody is killing.
Somebody is weeping.
A Beautiful Day
I am going away
anyway.
Nothing to hold me back.
To say truly: There is always something to hold me back.
But I don't believe in it anymore.
I am up to make use of this beautiful day.
Good bye anyway.
The Everyday
The Darkness, the Light, the Shredded Day, the Everyday.
The Past, the Future, the No-Future, the No-Past.
I am among of these things.
The Sense Of My Life
Because I love you.
I embrace your legs
Because they are beautiful.
I undress you
Because I desire to feel your pain.
I enjoy your body
Because this body is the sense of my life.
The Smoke
I am smoking. I smoke.
My mind is open now.
The smoke set my brain free.
I am free.
I am flying.
I am so-o-o easy.
Here I am.
Flying…
To Think Or Not To Think
Looking for the sense.
Thinking about something or somebody.
Or not thinking…
This Environment
And a dirty shirt.
I feel uncomfortable in this environment.
This Is…
Take this in your hands and make use of it.
Throw is away if you are ready.
This is your life.
To Be Pleased
How happy should I be
to be pleased with me?
Why should I be pleased with me?
I don't want it really.
Very Good
The rope…
The soap…
The hook…
Alright then.
Here I'm going.
Here I've almost finished.
Very good.
No Answer
I don't understand.
What's up? What's wrong?
Now I wanna get an answer.
There is no answer!
There Is No Answer!!!
What the on is going on?
I don't understand.
Do you understand?
Who I Am (In Development)
I am the worst.
I am lost.
You
So be the one you wanna be, if not,
You'll be the one you haven't got.
Your Existence
Slowly
Walking slowly.
Standing slowly.
Slowly dying.
Unattainable
To be alone.
To be unattainable.
A Bad Condition
Only tears… A very bad condition.
What Is An Experience
To be ravished
Slowly and purposeful,
While you are observing a star in the nocturnal sky thinking of something else.
Just Thinking
Just wait a minute
Let me do a pause
Now I am thinking again… and again…
Hell, I am tied now.
Well done, I am a really good thinker.
Don't Believe
Just ignore and simply go away!
A Fare Offer
Do appreciate this offer!
My Heart
If you touch it with your hand,
You'll get dirty fingers.
If you throw it afterwards in the oven,
You may get a little bit of warmth,
If you manage to light it on.
Poison In My Cup
If you do it I'll become less palatable
And — to your disadvantage — more resistant
And used to any kind of poison.
The Divine Game
Nobody will. Don't you seen
It's the game of God we trust so much.
About Love
Now! Do not!!!
Tired
I am freezing on the ground.
Everything is great around.
I am tired. I'm a coward.
The Human Dimension
The hell is below.
Nothing is between them, only a border.
We, people, belong to the second dimension.
The Poverty
Get out of the car.
Leave your case on the seat.
Take your glasses off.
Untie your tie.
Now, commence to undress.
Do it!
Now look what a poor naked creature you are.
The Suspicious Smell
Close your eyes!
Smell!
Can you smell this air?
This air is smelling of the war…
Open your eyes!!!
The Invisible Enemy
Somebody in the shadow is just keeping his eyes on your body.
… … … … … … … … …
Quickly! Check your asshole!
Enemy of mine
My soul is the fire of this weapon!
And they both are slaves of me!
I'm ready to ignore your peace!
I'm here to kill your body and to rape your soul!
I am here to oppress you!
My life is estimated in the grade of your pain!
My life is nothing without your death!
Be afraid of me!!!